Change is in the Air

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It's absolutely amazing to see just how much life can change in the space of a month. Just one month, and everything has changed,and for the first time it's not  a bad thing. It's beautiful, amazing, full of hope...perfect. Never in my life have I been able to use that word to describe my life, and I suppose it truly doesn't fit into certain parts of my life. I feel like the whole world is falling apart around me, but I'm walking through it with a smile on my face, and my hand intertwined with his.

That's not even where it started! I removed myself from a life that was only tearing me down and bringing me further into a darkness I wasn't ready to endure. I'm living with one of my best friends now, and each day I'm encased in love, and hugs. I'm swimming in a world of optimism, and ready to take anything people throw at me. It's truly amazing to be where I am. To have people come up to me that I didn't even know acknowledged my existence, just to tell me they love to see how happy I am now. Happy to see a smile on my face. My friends who live 1,200 miles away from me to look at pictures on Facebook and tell me they have never seen me smile the way I do now.

I owe it to the family I'm now apart of, and I especially owe it to him. My dear boyfriend who has enveloped me with a light I didn't even know was possible to live in. A joy that overcomes my heart. I'm so lucky to have him, to wake up each morning with a reason to smile. A reason to believe in myself, and look in the mirror and see just a little of the beauty and uniqueness he see's in me everyday. I'm lucky I have someone who I can honestly and truly be myself around, and not fear the judgement that would surly come from others.

In the space of a month I've inherited everything I never though I would ever deserve or acquire, and for the very first time my heart in enveloped with a love and joy that has my heart starting to believe in the impossible possibility of Happily Ever After.
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