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- Oct 23, 1993
- United States
- Deviant for 13 years
- She / Her
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My Bio
I <3 Penguins!!!!! <(")
Current Residence: Camano Island Washington
Favourite genre of music: Anything I can relate to
MP3 player of choice: Android
Favourite cartoon character: Belle
Personal Quote: " Love is like the wind, you can't see it, but you can feel it."
Current Residence: Camano Island Washington
Favourite genre of music: Anything I can relate to
MP3 player of choice: Android
Favourite cartoon character: Belle
Personal Quote: " Love is like the wind, you can't see it, but you can feel it."
Favourite Visual Artist
Taylor Swift, Tyler Ward
Favourite Movies
My Sisters Keeper, A Walk To Remember
Favourite TV Shows
Glee! Buffy The Vampire Slayer
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Boyce Avenue
Favourite Books
Don't Die My Love, Letting Go Of Lisa, I'll Be Seeing You, The Hunger Games, Twilight, Harry Potter
Favourite Writers
Robert Frost, Laurleen McDaniel
Favourite Games
Anything Final Fantasy or Kingdom Hearts
Other Interests
Writing, singing, reading, creating memories
Life is hard. People have told me this my entire life....but, I can't help but wonder if they truly understand what that means. If they truly understand the hardships that life can bring to them. Do they understand how it feels to sit in the darkness and not want to leave because the uncertainty the outside worlds holds is to much to bare. Do they know what it's like to be surrounded by memories that shoot an arrow straight to your heart? The past life I lived left me terrified of so much, and i still suffer even though the worst of it was years ago, and I'm sure that some of it I will continue to struggle with my entire life. It's a given. T
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Change is in the Air
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It's absolutely amazing to see just how much life can change in the space of a month. Just one month, and everything has changed,and for the first time it's not a bad thing. It's beautiful, amazing, full of hope...perfect. Never in my life have I been able to use that word to describe my life, and I suppose it truly doesn't fit into certain parts of my life. I feel like the whole world is falling apart around me, but I'm walking through it with a smile on my face, and my hand intertwined with his.
That's not even where it started! I removed myself from a life that was only tearing me down and bringing me further into a darkness I wasn't rea
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Hello, I was just stopping by to say that I used the title of one or more of your poems in my 'title poem' here --> bloodrosesnow.deviantart.com/a…
About a 'title poem' (for those of you who may not know) --> silverinkblot.deviantart.com/j…
I do hope that it's alright that I used the title D:
Have a nice day!
About a 'title poem' (for those of you who may not know) --> silverinkblot.deviantart.com/j…
I do hope that it's alright that I used the title D:
Have a nice day!
I hope you have a beautiful birthday! 
thank you very much!
Thank you so much for the favorite on Azure's Love 
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Hey, this is Ellie. Ellie Bolander. From Facebook. If you remember me at all, haha. 
Beautiful writing, though. Really. And just remember, no matter how lonely and shrouded in darkness you feel like you might be in this journey, you are never alone. A wound this deep takes time to heal... But you'll make it. I didn't think I could, the darkness and the sadness seemed endless, but it does get better, I promise! You are beautiful. Even though you might not see how special you are, you have a light different from any other person that God needs you to shine wherever you go in whatever you do! Keep your chin up, the sun will rise in the morning and start a glorious new day. You are truly amazing!
Ellie
Beautiful writing, though. Really. And just remember, no matter how lonely and shrouded in darkness you feel like you might be in this journey, you are never alone. A wound this deep takes time to heal... But you'll make it. I didn't think I could, the darkness and the sadness seemed endless, but it does get better, I promise! You are beautiful. Even though you might not see how special you are, you have a light different from any other person that God needs you to shine wherever you go in whatever you do! Keep your chin up, the sun will rise in the morning and start a glorious new day. You are truly amazing!Ellie
Gosh Ellie that really means so much to me! I love the things you post on MacLean's wall! they are always so very beautiful! I love writing, it's my way of coping with the mishappenings in my life. Sometimes the only way for people to get to know me is for them to read my writing. It may not always be the happiest but it's something. I dream of becoming a professional writer!
that really means so much to me! I love the things you post on MacLean's wall! they are always so very beautiful! I love writing, it's my way of coping with the mishappenings in my life. Sometimes the only way for people to get to know me is for them to read my writing. It may not always be the happiest but it's something. I dream of becoming a professional writer!