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Life is hard. People have told me this my entire life....but, I can't help but wonder if they truly understand what that means. If they truly understand the hardships that life can bring to them. Do they understand how it feels to sit in the darkness and not want to leave because the uncertainty the outside worlds holds is to much to bare. Do they know what it's like to be surrounded by memories that shoot an arrow straight to your heart? The past life I lived left me terrified of so much, and i still suffer even though the worst of it was years ago, and I'm sure that some of it I will continue to struggle with my entire life. It's a given. The acceptance of this leaves me at a cross road. I could choose to let these things take over my life, I can choose to stay in bed everyday and cry, not allowing the wounds and scars that remain time to heal. I could allow them to still bleed with the past memories and pain that remains always taunting me, and telling me that I'm not good enough....
OR...I can take a stand. I can hold my head high and break these chains that have held me down for far to long. I can leave behind the ones who held me down with them. I can take the path not taken, as they say. This path is not untrod upon...but still filled with the presence of those like me who decided to make the journey to success. I choose to allow the courage inside me burn from the embers and flare high, grabbing hold of those in need.
Ever since I can remember I've had a dream in my heart to reach out to those who are less fortunate then me. I live off of helping other people with the problems and burdens that they carry. It brings so much joy to my heart to see problems resolved with my help. It's proof that even in this crazy world, love, happiness and joy are always possible. Even when it seems impossible...


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Crystal (:
United States
I <3 Penguins!!!!! <(")

Current Residence: Camano Island Washington
Favourite genre of music: Anything I can relate to
MP3 player of choice: Android
Favourite cartoon character: Belle
Personal Quote: " Love is like the wind, you can't see it, but you can feel it."

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BloodRoseSnow Featured By Owner Sep 2, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Hello, I was just stopping by to say that I used the title of one or more of your poems in my 'title poem' here -->…

About a 'title poem' (for those of you who may not know) -->…

I do hope that it's alright that I used the title D:

Have a nice day! :wave:
intricately-ordinary Featured By Owner Oct 23, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
I hope you have a beautiful birthday! :heart:
devotedwritter93 Featured By Owner Oct 29, 2012
thank you very much!
violetstory Featured By Owner Oct 3, 2012  Professional Traditional Artist
Thank you so much for the favorite on Azure's Love :heart: :huggle: :meow: :aww:
evil-innocence-16 Featured By Owner Jun 10, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
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ellieboo Featured By Owner Jun 4, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Hey, this is Ellie. Ellie Bolander. From Facebook. If you remember me at all, haha. :) Beautiful writing, though. Really. And just remember, no matter how lonely and shrouded in darkness you feel like you might be in this journey, you are never alone. A wound this deep takes time to heal... But you'll make it. I didn't think I could, the darkness and the sadness seemed endless, but it does get better, I promise! You are beautiful. Even though you might not see how special you are, you have a light different from any other person that God needs you to shine wherever you go in whatever you do! Keep your chin up, the sun will rise in the morning and start a glorious new day. :heart: You are truly amazing!

devotedwritter93 Featured By Owner Jun 4, 2012
Gosh Ellie :) that really means so much to me! I love the things you post on MacLean's wall! they are always so very beautiful! I love writing, it's my way of coping with the mishappenings in my life. Sometimes the only way for people to get to know me is for them to read my writing. It may not always be the happiest but it's something. I dream of becoming a professional writer!
ellieboo Featured By Owner Jun 6, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you very much, and you are so very welcome! I know how you feel. That's what I do with my music, I write and play on my piano just to safely and healthily get it all out, so I definitely know how you feel :) Good luck with your writing, and if you need anything or just need to talk let me know! :)
Scarlettletters Featured By Owner May 12, 2012  Professional Writer
devotedwritter93 Featured By Owner May 12, 2012
yup :D
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